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Why Can't I Accept My Diagnosis?

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Updated March 09, 2012

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Question: Why Can't I Accept My Diagnosis?
Answer: Perhaps one explanation may be a physical condition known as anosognosia.

The Online Medical Dictionary of Academic Medical Publishing & CancerWEB defines anosognosia as the "ignorance of the presence of disease." The term comes from Greek in which nosos is the word for disease and gnosis is the word for knowledge. A literal translation is "to not know a disease." It is the medical term used to describe a person's impaired awareness or lack of insight into a disorder with which the person has been diagnosed. In other words, the individual does not - cannot - recognize or believe they have the illness.

This condition, believed to be caused by damage to the right side of the brain, affects as many as 40 percent of people with bipolar disorder. The serious concern is that as a result of anosognosia, many of those individuals are not medication compliant.

Vicki, a member of our forums, shares, "There is a term for not believing that you are sick - anosognosia. It is a lot more than being in denial. This may be the reason that I'm not med compliant and really treatment resistant. I hear what they say, but it all goes through a filter in my head and comes out saying that they are wrong and I am right. I'm convinced that as long as I can get away without taking meds, then the better off I am. After all, I'm not really sick!"

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