Here I Sit

by Babygirl32 (Lynn)

Here I sit all alone
Nowhere really to call a home

The Ghosts and Goblins come today
I wish they would just carry me away

I have no one close that really cares
I am told my little pair is really scared

I know to make it all right
Is to just stay outta sight

My family says it will be ok
How do they know from so far away?

I can't let anyone hear me cry
So I hold it all deep inside

So here I sit all sad and weepy
I need to go to bed but i am not really sleepy

I sit here and wonder if it's all worth it
'Cause I feel they are all full of bullshit

I bid you good night and I will sleep tight
for I know tomorrow is another fight
to not do what my mind says is so right.....

Lynn is a member of our Bipolar Disorder community, and originally posted this poem on ourForum.